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My recent obsession:


No, I'm fully aware that he is someone's husband and already have twins (a girl and a boy omg ♥) But he's a celebrity after all so yeah, totally high over heels for this guy. Before he debuted in Japan, he was (is) more famous in Hong Kong and Taiwan since his acting started there. I think the term they use for Dean is reversed hallyu? Moreover, he acted in English TV series; The Pinkertons where his English is something to die for (you don't get the luxury to hear Japanese man talking English as fluent as he is). He's multilingual - besides Japanese and English, he's fluent in Mandarin (with other few more Chinese languages) and Indonesian language (probably because his wife is Chinese-Indonesian born).

So I just started to know (read: search) about Dean Fujioka last week after I've finished watching Hapi Mari ep 1. He's just so damn hot as Hokuto and I think I don't mind if the drama sway a bit from original series (well, they are trying to squeeze 40 chapters of manga into 11-12? episodes of drama live action). I especially love when he's turning his head or making faces (like, totally キユン~ ♥)


He's 35 btw but turning 36 this 19th August (why there are a lot of people that I like born in this month?). I'm having a hard time to stop watching his video related in youtube (I did this almost every day after I've watched Hapi Mari ep 1 haha). And guess what? I've finished Tantei no Tantei and Dame na watashi ni koishite kudasai within 3 days. I'm crazy, I know. Oh yeah, I've also finished his Ninja the Monster movie WITHOUT SUBS; this movie is freaking 1hr 28 mins and it didn't do much justice to Dean...except the fighting scene because Dean is originally good with swords and fighting - please watch his MV My Dimension like he's super young and rough and hot, HIS VOICE IS GOLD - (the thing I do for Dean F).

As you can see in previous MV (I'm assuming you guys watched it), he plays a lot of instruments especially guitar where he can naturally plays any tune fits the situation xD He's so perfect I cannot? Guys, help me. I'm falling in love with this guy.

As you all know (or might not know), I'm into this super new group that just debuted last year and going to release their 3rd single this end of june. They are lol (エルオーエル) from avex, a 5 members group of males and females.

Basically, this group is very new and still looking for their own style but they are focusing on edm/electro pop so of course, they will start with auto-tune approach for the singles as people are generally familiar with that concept. However, haters (mostly international fans) popped up and start comparing them with 11-year-old-AAA by saying lol copying the males & females concept etc. Okay, that is just plain stupid. In the first place, they are AAA's juniors and Avex saw how much AAA's popularity grow within 11 years so maybe they were thinking that mixed gender concept is something that people would love to see more in jpop industry.

I just don't get it why haters comparing them with AAA and hating on the group by saying they don't have good voice and this group SHOULDN'T EXISTS <--- this is too much. Each people has different opinions and likes so I won't argue with that; but if you really hate them, THEN PLEASE STOP COMMENTING ON THEIR VIDEO. Just don't watch them and go watch your oh-so-good group yada yada. lol members, the fans and staffs work so hard on this thing so don't just step on their hard work by saying this is nonsense and shouldn't exists. And then, saying other group should debut instead. OMG PLEASE, 2 of the members were the winner for avex's competition among thousands contestants okay. While the rest were trainee for more than 2 years (could be 4 to 5 tbh). So, they have all the skills and talents for entertainers; they just need to brush up for real entertainment world.

But personally, I think the haters feel threatened by lol's abilities; their concept is very cool and complex, based on upbeat and catchy tempo, great and sharp choreography, nice faces and bodies, their voice in live version is great (and better than the haters) - so the haters don't want them to gain more popularity and overcome their current fav group. I'm just so shocked to see how much people hate lol just because they use auto-tune in most of their single. Have you heard them singing live? the auto-tune is mostly on their a-side which is to catch people's attention and b-sides have some great songs WITHOUT auto-tune. Seriously.